RaynieDayz

Fashion4us.com

2010-12-08T15:55:00.001-08:00

Okay, todays post is going to be about one of my favourite wesbites, Fashion4us.com

Fashion4us.com is an awesome online clothes store that stocks many types of fashion, for everyone. (Personally, i'd say the clothes are bohemian chique? But thats my opinion..)

Anyyywayyy, They stock all different sizes, and styles so there is something for everyone.

I ordered this a few weeks ago, along with some other items.

http://fashion4us.com/wholesale-fashion-detail.action?id=204388

Isn't it cute?! Anyway.. the website is really affordable too, only $12!

The shipping + postage was such faster than I expected too!

So do your self a favour, and at least check it out!

^^

2010-08-04T20:05:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, i'm back!

Today I just wanted to post about this blog I found!

I'm not sure what the girl is called, but she is soo cute >.<>

Anyway, her blog is http://epued.blogspot.com/

(P.S epued ... as in panda upside down? Cute right? :3 )

Anyway, she is also hosting a competition where you can win lots of cool items. Here is the link for everyone that wants to join!

http://epued.blogspot.com/2010/07/400-follower-giveaway.html

Byee ;)

I'm back!

2010-07-30T18:24:00.001-07:00

Hmm, do you guys not love me anymore? :(

I miss you comments! please write back.

I went out with 2 friends today. It was fun, but they keep stalking random boys they think are cute, and follow them home! It's quite scary.. they didn't even ask if I minded when they walked away..

Anyway, I'm really sorry this is a short post tonight! :(

I'm busy writing a story, which I shall post up when i'm done!

Jaa, mata ashita!

I kept my promise! :3

2010-07-28T17:33:00.000-07:00

Yep, like I said, I am here! :3

Welcome back :3

Today was quite a fun day. Me and my mom baked chocolate dipped coconut macaroons today. They where awesome, 'cause they are my favourite :) If anyone wants to make some, here is the recipe I made my self :)

250g sweet shredded coconut

150g sugar

2 teaspoons of vanilla extract

1 teaspoon of almond extract

2 egg whites.

Okay, here is what you do!

In a large bowl, whisk your 2 egg whites until fluffy and bubbly :)

Once done, add in your vanilla, almond and then gradually add your sugar, mixing in with your whisk. Do this for about 2 minutes. Once done, gradually add in your coconut, folding in as you do it. Once you have done this, put grease paper on a baking tray, and make them whatever shape or size you want!

Mine where about the size of the palm of a hand, so they where quite large, so they took 25 minutes, but if they are small, check them every 5 minutes.

Okay, that's all i can say today! Please try this recipe and tell me what you think! :)

Long time no see! ^^

2010-07-26T18:58:00.000-07:00

Hi! :3

I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! ( ; ^ ^)

I'm sorry that I haven't posted in god knows how long! Actually, I totally forgot about this blog until 5 minutes ago when I received an email from blogspot!

Thank you everyone for sticking with me!

So, a little about what's going on in my life at the minute. The biggest announcement is... I stopped self harming!

I wasn't easy, I can tell you that. I still have scars, but i've stopped, and that is all that matters. My parents aren't as.. well, you know. My mom is pretty much still the same. My uncle died in November, and ever since she has been deluding herself. Everytime something falls, she will go 'Oh a ghost! It's him!'. Usually I don't say anything, because I would much rather her to do that than be depressed, but it's really annoying...

I don't know if I ever told you guys how old I am...?

Oh well, I'm 15 right now, 16 in december, and in less than 2 months.. I will be in year 11! School is very stressfil right now, you know? Preparing for exams and what not, but I promise to blog often! Everyday! Well... I will try! If not everyday, every other day!

And finally, to my loyal 5 followers;

Thank you soo much for staying by me.

You're comments where so supportive and really cheered me up. I wish I could thank each one of you personally, but since I can't... VIRTUAL COOKIES FOR YOU! :3

So, my first post back is complete, sorry I rambled a lot!

Lots of love,

The new and improved me!

2010-04-11T04:16:00.000-07:00

Well!

It's been AGES since I posted!

My laptop has recently been frazzled, so it's been hard to get on. Actually, to be honest, I forgot about this blog.. BUT THE STORY IS STILL TRUE!

So, back to me :)

My life recently.. has been.. hmm.. okay? Haha. No seriously, it's been alright recently. My family arn't as stuck up and bossy as they used to be. But, that's ever since my uncles died. (15th November 2009. RIP) I really miss him, and sometimes it's unbearable. Yet I find myself plastering my face with the same old fake smile? It's tiring. It's like my whole life is a lie, and i'm lying to everyone I know and love. But, if I don't, what will happen? Will I be happier if I tell them? Will they reject me? So many things could happen, and that's what makes me fear it the most. Even though I pretend I don't care what people think, and brush insults off, I DO care what people think. All though my younger years, I always wished everyone would like me. Not in the popular sense, but as nobody would psychically hate me.. that didn't come true. They are many people who hate me, mostly because i'm not stick thin like everyone else, they immediatly hate me?

But I would rather have no friends than friends like that, and even though I wish my life was different, I KNOW that in the future, it will be better. I'm going to work hard in everything that I do to be successful at whatever my career may be, and then who will be laughing :)

FIGHTING! :)

Today WAS going well.

2009-10-22T16:53:00.000-07:00

Today WAS going well, until about an hour ago.

It's 12.52 in the morning, and i think my life is offically over, for good. I have a self harm problem, i don't know if i ever blogged about it before, but yeah, for about a year. A few months ago by mom found out, and altough she found out about it, what happened urged me to do it more. She said 'Stupid people do stupid things. Your gonna have to stop'.. That's it. I'm a stupid person. She wasnt worried, she just called me stupid, and lately i have been pretty fragile, and THAT did not make it better.

So, from then until an hour ago, she thought i had stopped. She sorted my Pj's out for me... Short sleeved nightie. I said 'can i not just where this for bed?' then she said ' Why? are you hiding something?' Thats when it clicked. She told me to show her my arms, and i refused. I said i was busy. She started shouting, saying she's going to tell my dad (She never told him, although i think she told my brother) But, i still didn't show her.. do you want to know what she said next?

She said 'Whats wrong with you? Whats wrong with your mind?' She thinks i'm a freak... i guess i am to be honest, but still, i didn't expect her to say that.

I don't know what to do. I'm stuck. She says she's going to take me to the doctors, but i refuse. My life is offically over. I just want to cry...

WAAA.

I'm Tired.

2009-10-08T14:02:00.000-07:00

I'm tired. I'm sick and tired of being alone, in more than one way. I feel incomplete. I don't have any REAL friends to be honest. None i can really talk to or trust. You know, how you ALWAYS have that one person you can go to for anything, or to tell them anything, i don't have that, and it's horrible. All my friends seem to have other people infront of me on their 'friends list', and when they go out they don't invite me, because althought i'm their 'friend', i'm not a close, best friend.

The thing is, the reason for this, is my fault i think. I don't really let meself get attached to people. I'm scared of making any kind of relationship. I've had a lot of good friends i THOUGHT i could trust in the past, and everyone of them, has betrayed me or stabbed me in the back, so i'm just scared it will happen again. I've learnt to not trust people. I always thought it was for the best, then nobody would ever betray me, but i never knew it would feel this lonley. It's just, nobody ever seems to like me for who i am. I had this one friend, i used to think we where really close, but she only came to me when her other best friend was busy. I didn't know at first, and when i found out i was reallt upset. I always put other people infront of me, so why won't someone do the same for me?

It's the same with relationships. I'm scared of asking someone out, because i'm scared of all relationships in general, and it's so hard, because i love this guy so much, for 3 years, and we talk everyday, it's so hard wanting to be with him, but hating to be with him at the same time. Do any of you's feel the same? Probably not.

Another thing is, i don' want to get close to people because, there are things in my life that i won;t be able to tell them, like secrets. I can tell you, because i doubt any of you will know me in real life. I have BPD. Borderline Personality Disorder and i won't be able to tell them, and if they find out, it will hurt them. Why is nothing ever simple?

Ashley here. Reporting live from here bathroom, seriously.

2009-10-06T14:07:00.000-07:00

Suppp doodes ? ;)

Nope, don't worry. I don't really talk like a scene chick, gangster or hippie or something, sorry if i scared you.

So, i'm thinking we just drive right in there with a blog posts, so i won't give you a big intro on my fasinating life (Not really, it sucks eggs). Mmkay. Well, my name's Ashley, also known as Ashlehhh (You have to sound it out like it says, go on, try it). K, well i live in newcastle and it kinda really sucks here. Ok, this is starting to get a bit long. Ok. I like playing piano, watching japanese anime and dramas, and art and shizz, umm, i think that basically covers everything, oh, and im secretly a monkey.

My life isn't all tht intresting to be honest, sometimes it is, sometimes it isn't so i will probably just post about random shizz going on in my life. If want want to subcribe to me, please do, i'll be really grateful.

No offence intended, but is it just me, or do you think Barack Obama is evil? Don't get me wrong, i'm not racist, but to me, something seems not right about him. Maybe i'm just paranoid. Yeah probably.

I may not post anymore today. I have a big test tomorrow, oh joy. Going to get some last minutes studying, keep reading for mroe days in the life of a teenage ball off happiness!

Ciaaoo ;)
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